is there any hope for me? fetish addiction

relapsed again to femdom gonna start back up tomorrow. Still getting HOCD thoughts tho randomly when watching any video that has a guy in it. I start to look at it differently than I would now I cant laugh at videos I used to find funny because HOCD kicks in and its ass its starts making me thinking intrusive thoughts trying to resist a boner to something I never used to get a boner to now I just overthink everything and now look at everything differently because of this evil voice in my head. I am gonna start nofap again tommorow I was on a 3 day streak but idk man im a fucked up person.
 
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Stay away from everything: Don't peek, don't touch yourself, try to divert your attention from porn thoughts and fantasies. The addicted brain won't like this and it will rebel. The withdrawal will get strong but it's inevitable. The only way out is through withdrawal. One day it will stop. If you relapse, you just postpone the withdrawal for a while and then it comes back again and again. You will re-live it over and over again and it won't get better. The withdrawal will be as hard as ever. One day you will have to face it, go through it and escape.
 
Icandoit said:
Stay away from everything: Don't peek, don't touch yourself, try to divert your attention from porn thoughts and fantasies. The addicted brain won't like this and it will rebel. The withdrawal will get strong but it's inevitable. The only way out is through withdrawal. One day it will stop. If you relapse, you just postpone the withdrawal for a while and then it comes back again and again. You will re-live it over and over again and it won't get better. The withdrawal will be as hard as ever. One day you will have to face it, go through it and escape.
thanks yea I stopped im 3 days free and this time going for good because in 90 days in my first day of school and that motivates me because I really want a good sex life. Ive been going out with friends and vibing the HOCD thoughts have been getting better I have been telling myself how stupid that stuff sounds.
 
Hello there young man. I'm allowed to say that cause i'm in my early 50"s :) I was just reading through your message history. That's a really interesting story you have. Shows you how crazy our brains can get. But don't call yourself F'd up. We're all just human and subject to the things we are bombarded by in today's world. And with the internet you never know what you might get hooked on. Remember if you slip it's only a setback, not a failure. Keep your eyes looking forward and ignore that rear view mirror. Message me if you want to chat.
 
Its a rough one boys but its alright I didn't expect this to be an easy journey. Depression is still at peak 11 days into nofap simply because of my HOCD its making me think im gay now all of a sudden and reall making me sad and suicidal :(
 
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godsaveme27 said:
Its a rough one boys but its alright I didn't expect this to be an easy journey. Depression is still at peak 11 days into nofap simply because of my HOCD its making me think im gay now all of a sudden and reall making me sad and suicidal :(

It's normal. This is part of the withdrawal. Don't listen to it and relapse. Keep going and it will pass.
 
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