Awesome job going that long without it. I can tell you it's going to be a fight for a while. This is worse than having a great time with friends and creating memories. Then 2 months later, you're trying to remember it.
Depending on how often you exposed yourself to it...will dictate how long it takes for the images to finally fade away. I'm only 35 days in, and the images and scenes I remember from 10 yrs ago are still somewhat fresh.
It's a marathon of a fight, but don't give up...it will get easier, and worth it.