Chris Oz
Well-Known Member
I love my readings today. I see God's hand in my life. And I am glad I am sane enough to open the door for Him to come in and dine with me, bringing peace and freedom with Him.
I read about the Insanity that comes with trying to validate the first drink in the big book, just like that the first view with a relapse for us porn addict. How much we addicts try to use will and feel like with sheer will we can overcome the addition. Will doesn't do it and self knowledge of how the addiction is working in us doesn't either. Only the spiritual reconnection to a higher power through the program can help bring me to sanity.
It's not a shameful thing to say I am weak against my addiction. I realize I have an illness- an illness I can't fight with willpower, just like Parkinson's disease or cancer.
But thankfully there's a medication for my illness tht can help me recover if I take them. I realize that now.
I am powerless and I am an addict, and only through the continuous working of the 12 step program and steps do I get better and become able to live a free and full life.
Wishing everybody a sober day, keep pushing back!
I read about the Insanity that comes with trying to validate the first drink in the big book, just like that the first view with a relapse for us porn addict. How much we addicts try to use will and feel like with sheer will we can overcome the addition. Will doesn't do it and self knowledge of how the addiction is working in us doesn't either. Only the spiritual reconnection to a higher power through the program can help bring me to sanity.
It's not a shameful thing to say I am weak against my addiction. I realize I have an illness- an illness I can't fight with willpower, just like Parkinson's disease or cancer.
But thankfully there's a medication for my illness tht can help me recover if I take them. I realize that now.
I am powerless and I am an addict, and only through the continuous working of the 12 step program and steps do I get better and become able to live a free and full life.
Wishing everybody a sober day, keep pushing back!