Hey guys,
it was time to come back here, since i've reached 2 years of PMO freedom. I have to admir, i was close at times, but i then saw that there is no sense behind it. I think i achieved it in march, so it's 748 days now.
lookong back i'm trying to get sense out of it. I'm still an addict, this is certain, because i still feel the urge at times. Why? No idea, that strong habit is so deep inside of me. The main work happened in the fiest months, and i would like to add that it's very important to change something in your life when you try to get away from PMO. After i was through this stage it became easier to say 'no'.
Nowadays i MO at times, because still, intimacy is not easy when there is a baby, but that's ok.
Our young boy is a sunshine every day and we benefit a lot because of him. Two years ago i had real problems getting hard with my GF, now my body is working like normal i guess.
I often have morning wood and if i want to MO i focuse on intimacy with my GF (most of the time). No fetish needed and i know now that fetish for me is just another form of escalation, nothing i really want to experience.
Beside all that i feel good. Job is going well, living is easy in that wonderful appartement, having fun with family. Sure, there is this addiction and i can't ignore it, but everyone has to deal with something. It's the if and how we do it.
Happy easter to everyone
Imsor