imsorrynotsorry
Active Member
Hey guys,
it's 793 days now and this is our first day of vacation. Lying in bed, family sleeping, i feel like i 'deserve' some 'input' (in terms of P). To realize that this is an very old urge that wants to lead me into that old dark place is crazy for me. The addiction is still here and the moment when it is saying 'hi' is really dangerous. But, i recognised it and said no, i instead came here to check on you guys. Still, this forum is giving me motivation to go on and i encourage everybody to support Gabe Deem on patreon with around 3$ per month, or what it is. I will reach 800 and i will reach 1000 one day! It's been so long now, i tend to forget that i was an active addict for around 20 years, suffering from symptoms.
positive energy to everybody!
imsor
it's 793 days now and this is our first day of vacation. Lying in bed, family sleeping, i feel like i 'deserve' some 'input' (in terms of P). To realize that this is an very old urge that wants to lead me into that old dark place is crazy for me. The addiction is still here and the moment when it is saying 'hi' is really dangerous. But, i recognised it and said no, i instead came here to check on you guys. Still, this forum is giving me motivation to go on and i encourage everybody to support Gabe Deem on patreon with around 3$ per month, or what it is. I will reach 800 and i will reach 1000 one day! It's been so long now, i tend to forget that i was an active addict for around 20 years, suffering from symptoms.
positive energy to everybody!
imsor