EarthWalker
Respected Member
Ended up MOing to sensation only. No shame, no guilt. It is what it is. Happy that I managed to do it with 0% P thoughts and keeping it focus on the body. Also felt release. Also the body felt good after. The pressure is released.
Weirdly enough. Now I am having urges to watch P. They are pretty strong but there is low sexual energy present. So it is not a big deal to stay away from P. But wow. The strength of the urges to watch P is pretty strong. Quite unexpected.
But as mentioned now many times before. I always get caught in P when my sexual energy is high.
The journey continues. The obstacle is the way. I will keep on trying until the lesson is mastered.
Weirdly enough. Now I am having urges to watch P. They are pretty strong but there is low sexual energy present. So it is not a big deal to stay away from P. But wow. The strength of the urges to watch P is pretty strong. Quite unexpected.
But as mentioned now many times before. I always get caught in P when my sexual energy is high.
The journey continues. The obstacle is the way. I will keep on trying until the lesson is mastered.