I know what you mean about humility, EW- at least how it looks for me... At the end of May I was looking forward to posting "2 months with 0x episodes!", however I was to word it. Mind you, this wasn't wrong in itself, it may have helped myself and others. But on some level it was boastfulness, pride. And I ended up lapsing on the 30th of May instead! Then, 3 days later, lapsed again!
This has been something recurrent for me, when I'm close to a milestone or hitting some goal, almost 'out of nowhere' I'm faced with a lapse or series of episodes.
I try now to put my head down, do the work that's needed for my recovery.
I get the intuition thing, too. Sometimes I'll be 'warned' about a certain direction or action, and invariably if this is not heeded, I'll be dealing with a lapse or some kind of hot-water scenario.
Wishing you success as you find the answers regarding the virtues you speak of, and how they help us to be better people then we were the previous day. Standing with you, and believing in you.
This has been something recurrent for me, when I'm close to a milestone or hitting some goal, almost 'out of nowhere' I'm faced with a lapse or series of episodes.
I try now to put my head down, do the work that's needed for my recovery.
I get the intuition thing, too. Sometimes I'll be 'warned' about a certain direction or action, and invariably if this is not heeded, I'll be dealing with a lapse or some kind of hot-water scenario.
Wishing you success as you find the answers regarding the virtues you speak of, and how they help us to be better people then we were the previous day. Standing with you, and believing in you.