Thinking about last night relapse and reading some journals here made me realize how early the habit of masturbation came up to into the life of many of us, so as to make it seem like a "natural" habit. But I've got strong reasons to believe it's not.
I realized how ridiculous is the idea of self erotism, how it brought me to an egoistic approaching at people and myself, and how it leads to deception and compulsive behavior, as you tend to lust for something that doesn't belong to you yet (real sexual intercourse, for example). Moreover some searches report that men of isolated tribes aren't familiar with this habit, some of them can hardly conceive that habit and find it funny and nonsense (available on YBOP). And I know how hypersexualized is being our generation, cause I remember vividly to have been seeing sensual images of people barely dressed on commercials, movies, prostitution craigslist since my early childhood and I remember how it has impressed me. Can I say I was in a "natural" environment to conclude that masturbation was naturally developed? I think no. So I'll pursue don't to do that anymore and I know it will help my reboot.
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I'll be thankful for any comments. See you soon
I realized how ridiculous is the idea of self erotism, how it brought me to an egoistic approaching at people and myself, and how it leads to deception and compulsive behavior, as you tend to lust for something that doesn't belong to you yet (real sexual intercourse, for example). Moreover some searches report that men of isolated tribes aren't familiar with this habit, some of them can hardly conceive that habit and find it funny and nonsense (available on YBOP). And I know how hypersexualized is being our generation, cause I remember vividly to have been seeing sensual images of people barely dressed on commercials, movies, prostitution craigslist since my early childhood and I remember how it has impressed me. Can I say I was in a "natural" environment to conclude that masturbation was naturally developed? I think no. So I'll pursue don't to do that anymore and I know it will help my reboot.
Thanks for reading the long text.
I'll be thankful for any comments. See you soon