One more shot at hope

[letsreebot]

Current Streak: Day 12 (without PM)
Day 1 without orgasm

Another good day:

Woke early: check
Read a book: check
Study: check
Exercise: check
MW: check
Away from the phone: check

Getting more sensitive towords stimulus though. Sometimes a porn scene flashes in my mind and for a brief moment I feel a bit aroused, but I supress it right away. Guess that if I had my phone in hands at those moments the outcome wouldn't be good. Besides, I'm getting more sensitive o my GFs body too: hugging, kissing, caressing... Probably good for rewire, but what I can't wait to improve are my erections that are not so great yet.

Till tomorrow.

 

[Sanders]

Hey,

Happy to see you making steady progress. Also really good you've made the decision to keep yourself away from your phone the whole day. Hope you're still doing well after a couple of days of no posts!

Good luck man!

 

[letsreebot]

Current Streak: Day 17 (without PM)
Day 6 without orgasm

Hope you're still doing well after a couple of days of no posts!

Good luck man!

Hey @Sanders. Thank you for being this attentive. But in fact I'm not doing that well. I'm waking up late again, not exercising much, keep rolling facebook all day... But at least I didn't relapse. However, this time I could fell the challenge. Until my last update everything was going smooth, but these last few days I craved to watch porn, even considered it. Being down makes you want to feel good at any cost I guess, even if it's just for a second and you'll feel worse after. Anyway, if I came here to write it's becouse I'm willing to renew my willpower and stand up again. And I have to everyday make myself write so it's always fresh waht's at steak.

Till tomorrow.

 

[Sanders]

You're back here which is great. You acknowledge that you face difficulties and you know what to do to make them dissapear! Happy to be reading your post tomorrow. Good luck and until then!

 

[letsreebot]

Current Streak: Day 18 without porn
Day 1 without MO

Another pornless Day, so It was better than what could have been. It wasn't that bad anyway, as lethargy didn't get the best of me today. Still distant from what I want my routine to be like, but Just for today I'll be Grateful. My recovery isn't going as fast as I'd like, and here I refer mainly to erectibility, mostly becouse I'm orgasming. And well, yesterday I've masturbated, but It was in bed with my GF, she helped me out and she was the stimulus, a real one (can I call It rewiring?). Still, I'll try harder to avoid It since It's kind of a set back.

Hey @Sanders, from the bottom of my heart, thank tou Very Very much for being here, even though I'm a bit negligent keeping track of your progress. It helps a Lot, really. Since I come here to write at night, I'm often exhausted to write and read other journals. Tomorrow my objective Will be starting to come here sooner in the Day, so I can be present for you and deliver some reciprocity.

 

[Chris Oz]

I read your story. It's quite an interesting one. I'd keep tabs with your journal. It's been a while you posted though. I hope all is well with recovery