My situation is really not obvious. I have already put several things in place but sometimes reality catches up with you.
When you want to get rid of pornography, you realize that to substitute the time spent on porn sites, you have to fill your days. The vast majority of men on the forum are people who have their own home (so who no longer live with their family), financial stability, a family and a woman for some. Here is the problem because I am only 17 years old and despite the fact that I consider myself very mature physically and psychologically, I remain a minor dependent on mum and dad and therefore I cannot do what I want.
As for the reboot partner, since I've been on this forum (3 months) , I have been trying to think about who could help me stay strict in my reboot. But again, reality catches up with me. I am a Muslim who has a big reputation with the Muslim community in my city and even with non-Muslims. I am very committed to religion and because of that people tie me a label of someone serious, mature, clean and trustworthy.
It even goes so far as to reach the sentimental domain in the sense that many families wanted me for their daughter before I myself proposed a daughter. So I summarize: a handsome guy physically, who has good morals, very involved in the private sphere who in no case would make people think that he is tormented by an addiction to pornography. Basically, if I were to tell someone that I am addicted to PMO and that I need help, they will not come and tell me that I am brave to come and confide in me on this subject but rather they would judge me. with expressions like: "the imam jerking off on sex sites, really, I didn't think of you like that".
So there are still close family members with whom I live on a daily basis. But then again, the reality is bitter. A relative of mine has had issues with porn before and I could see my parents' reaction to it. And as much to say that despite their benevolence, they faced something that they did not know.
To whom did I reveal my hauntings? Who can I tell if I need help? Who to ask for a lifelong commitment?