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160Strong

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Today marks day one of my journey to 160 sales and a life of no porn.  I have quit many times, and some how it always brings me back. Last time I used this journal to talk about my experience and my journey, I was able to hit a new record away from porn. What ended up causing my relapse was the combination of a number of things, but one of them was my lack of journal entries.

1) Today I fully commit to maintaining an unwavering faith that I will sell 160 accounts by October 31st 2020. Regardless of the results a long the way.

2) I will put-forth extraordinary effort, I will give it EVERYTHING I HAVE until the last possible moment in order to hit my goal, regardless of the result.

3) I will stay clear of all artificial stimulants online and schedule my life efficiently to maximum my results.

This is a three month journey from August 7, 2020 to October 31, 2020. By the end of this time period I will have given it my all at work and I will be 3 months clean of pornography.

I will post daily in this journal to transcribe my difficulties, successes and overall progress.
 

avi

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Hey 160Strong, Welcome! Great to watch you take the first step in this journey. I believe accountability in any form is helpful in making sure that you stick to your plans and stay resilient. Good luck and reach out if you ever need to talk. I recently started my reboot as well and hoping the best for both of us. Cheers!
 

160Strong

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August 7th Sign off

Today was a good day. I caught up on a lot of things I was procrastinating. My room is clean, my laundry is done, i've listened to podcasts, i've reevaluated my goals, and my miracle morning is in line.

I had a few urges through out the day because of my binge last night. As long as I remain present and am aware of my actions I will not relapse. I can not let monkey mind win.

All in all great day. It was exactly the day I needed to reset and get my shit back together. Tomorrow will be a big day for sales. I will be exerting the work ethic to do three sales tomorrow.
 

160Strong

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August 8th Sign off

Decent day today. popped a V at 6am to get the day started. Did not get a good nights sleep at all.. I probably slept a total of about 3/4 hours.

After grabbing some Kratom I felt great though. Crazy energy on the doors and managed to sell one. Sold my biggest system of the year at $127.00/M. After that I went to my car and took a nap. This was a bad idea. I should have just kept working. That ended up making me take pretty much the rest of the day off.

I did not work for two deals today. I'm happy I did one, but the goal is to exert the effort needed to do two per day. Monday I will work on that.

I did not have any withdrawals today. I was kinda horny earlier in the day and I had a few thoughts arise but they did not last long.

 

160Strong

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D3 August 10th sign off

Really productive day for me today. smashed some squats nice and early, went and got a facial (skin is looking great), went back to the gym and hit a new bench max 215 5x5! then hit a new deadlift PR at 235 . After the gym I went to the coffee shop and did some trainning from 4-7ish.

I got some great progress learning from kenny. I even bought his course. I got some great one liners im looking forward to trying tomorrow.

Tomorrow is all about adding personality to my pitch. Focus on personality and making people laugh.

I had some big time cravings today. My body was just firing dopamine to my brain to get me to peak at some p. I hate how addictive this shit is. My brain craves it so much because of how much I abused it. Whats scary is i almost feel like i need it, as if i'm missing something. but really i'm just missing that rush of novelty.

The only way to beat it is one day at a time though. Heres to another day.
 

160Strong

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D4 Aug 10th Sign off

Really good day today. apart from sleeping in until 11 everything was great. I would have liked to have made it to a library to get some trainning done. If i can get up early tomorrow I can get about an hrs worth of trainning in and figure out what jokes I should put into my pitch.

Using those jokes helped so much today. I was able to break pre-oc super easy and 2/7 of the people i talked to were full in homes and 6/7 of those people were full pitches.

This is a massive step up from my last couple of weeks.

Keep up what im doing because its going to work. Evyerday i get better and better. I just need to track where im losing people so i can work on that the next day and improve upon it.

Tomorrow will be better and i will work harder and all the hours. I did not give it my all today and tomorrow needs to be better.

In terms of withdrawals it was very minimal today. focusing on sales helps me keep my mind off of PMO
 

160Strong

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Day 0
Honestly my biggest problem is social media. Instagram being the worst.  If i can just keep myself off of social media, I can commit to this. Today marks day 0 of my new journey. September will be a fapless month.

I commit to this fully.
 
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