Well, I'm quitting...again. Seems like I have quit this so many times but it always creeps back in, each time getting worse and worse. Each time looking for more intense experiences. It is destroying me. Sometimes I think the problem with my addiction is that I think I only have to quit once. I have learned that I have to make an effort to quit today and everyday that follows. It is when is get complacent that I slip. I'm glad I found this website so I can find strength in numbers. Thanks for allowing me into the army. Let's make a stand together and beat this thing once and for all.