Starting a new journey to recovery

Readytoreboot

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I was doing really well on my last reboot but sadly only made it day 27 HM and lost my composure for 5 days after that. I had stopped working out and fell into a bad routine of laziness and PMO over that week. On the positive side of things I stopped myself from falling deeper into that hole and Today is my 4th day of Hard mode again. I started working out and lifting again and going back to the routine that kept me on my last streak.
 

Readytoreboot

Active Member
Its been a while since Ive posted on here but Im back on a streak of 12 days no PMO hard mode now. Im going to push myself to keep going on this path to 30 days and learn from the mistakes of my last relapse. Thanks for the support everyone. Lets do this together and stay on the righteous path of no PMO.
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 21 HM- staying busy everyday is making this reboot journey a success. Not even thinking about P most of the time but there are moments when a P flashback pops up in my head and I have change my thought right away or do something else so i dont feed any P desires. I want to treat PMO like a part of me that is dead and the new me that is reborn is not going to go back to PMO. I dont want it to be a part of this new life that Im building because its not who I am anymore therefore its dead to me.
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 23- consistent morning wood. Feeling clear mentally and not drained physically. This next week is gonna be the real challenge for me so I have to be on my game.
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 27 HM. Fought some strong urges off again yesterday. My laptop and phone are fail safe just in case but its mostly will power that is powering me thru. The more I dont give in to P the easier it gets and strengthens my will.
 

Readytoreboot

Active Member
Hello friends,
Its been a week or so since my last post and I feel like I let myself down as well as those that were rooting for me by relapsing on my 28th day. Its a crappy feeling not reaching my 30 day goal and having to start all over again but Im on day 3 hard mode again today and I want to focus on breaking this cycle of rebooting then relapsing.
 
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