Starting a new journey to recovery

Readytoreboot

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Day 34- Today has been hell in terms of PMO withdrawals. I have felt triggered most of the day and it has been a real battle to stay clean.
Anyway, I'm keeping my guard up and not giving into Porn at all. I WILL NOT RELAPSE TODAY!
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 35- This is officially the longest NO PMO streak that Ive ever been on! Its literally taken me a few decades to reach this point. Ive tried to give up Porn on countless occasions over the years and have failed because I really didnt want to quit in the past. After all these years I finally have a sense of being free from the chains of this vicious circle of PMO addiction.
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 37- Was very close to relapsing today but fought off the strong urges to watch Porn. It took a lot to get thru it in the heat of the moment but in the end it was a success. I have not seen a single second of Porn on this reboot because I know If i give in to it it will inevitably lead me to MO. I will not give in! Another thing that I realized is that every time I give in to this addiction it puts me back into the chains that enslave me. One more tip is If you really want to change and are serious about giving up Porn you have to be relentless with your approach to quit and you have to use any means necessary to not give in to watching Porn. DO NOT GIVE IN!
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 38- Today was much better and I was less triggered than the last few days. I started the day with some yoga and that set the tone of my day. Afterwards I spent time with family and that also felt good. It was a very balanced day overall and I had no doubts in my mind about staying clean. I feel like every time I give in to Porn I lose my self respect and I will not give in after coming this far on my journey.
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 40- This has been a goal of mine for many years. I feel proud of myself today for finally reaching it. I feel my will power getting stronger with every day that I do not give into PMO. I dont know if I could've done this without this forum and community and Im thankful for this platform and everyone that has been supportive. Im going to continue to keep myself busy, keep posting on here and continue on my journey of being free of PMO addiction.
 

Readytoreboot

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So I haven't posted on here because I'm sad to say that Ive relapsed on what would've been day 43. I felt like I let myself down and felt like I didnt want to post about it. On a positive note I haven't seen any Porn since that relapse and I'm back on Day 3 no PMO. Few thoughts about Porn in mind and I don't have any chaser effect desires.
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 6- Last few weeks I have been on and off with PMO but finally got a week streak going again. I was not in a good place the last 2 weeks and I had toxic energy over me. Im much better this week and can feel the desire for uplifting my life and bringing out the best in me very strong. I like the way I feel without PMO.
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 10- Yesterday there were some stronger than usual urges to get myself to watch Porn but I got out the house and when I came back I was back in full NO PMO mode again. Those moments of temptation usually don't last long and it usually passes if you just do anything else, like watch a movie, go outside, workout etc. Just don't give in to temptation no matter what.
 

Readytoreboot

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Day 12- I had a dream about watching Porn this morning and i guess it caused me to have strong porn urges most of the day but I didnt give in. Another day of resistance.
 
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Readytoreboot

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Day 13- There were many moments today where I was close to relapsing and watching porn. I was close to going on my fav site but stopped myself mid way. I had to go right into doing something else to get the feeling to watch porn to pass. The withdrawals and desire to give in was strong but I resisted again and made it thru to another day without PMO.
 
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