Thank you. Hope you are ok.
I have been away for a while. Things have been going ok though the work situation still isn't perfect but I have been working again.
Me and my counsellor agreed that I was no longer in need of our session at this time. They said their door was always open to me though which is nice.
I am feeling pretty stressed at the mo. I found my gran collapsed saturdays ago. I was able to help her up and get her into her chair.
I phoned my old man (her son) and he came over and we spent some time with her. He went round next day and she was collapsed again. Face first. He phoned me and I went straight down their with my partner. We were able to get her up but she looked battered. My sister came round who is a nurse to check her over as well as my uncle (her other son who has a death sentence of less than 8 years due to asbestosi .) we decided to get an ambulance. They came within 15 minutes which shocked us all. They decided she need to be fully check over in hospital. I went in the ambulance with her. She was very confused and kept asking what was going on. She couldn't remember falling either time. I spent the day in hospital with her going with her on scans. It was hard.
My other uncle was also in hospital at the same time due to being too unwell for his 5th round of chemo. His blood pressure was shot AND he had covid....He went home just 2 days ago.
My gran is still in and we have been going on regular visits though she can't remember them. She is so confused. She has a urine infection and a fracture pelvis. She keeps saying she just wants to lay down go to sleep and die. It breaks my heart.