Hello I want to tell my story, I am a 21-year-old woman from Latin America and this has been the first place I find where I know that I will not be judged and where I can overcome this addiction that for many years I did not want to call it for what it is and for several years I've wanted to quit but I've been weak
I started around 15 years old and a few days ago I told myself how much my brain has affected, I was about to have sexual intercourse but I did not feel excitement from his caresses or kisses or from how he touched me or masturbation, it did not lubricate and it was much more painful As it should be, I thought it was a problem of dehydration or something remediable but today I realize that I really don't get turned on without porn, I can't beat myself up without porn and I have reached the point of watching rough or rape videos. Before I felt bad but ultimately the feeling of guilt left and that worries me more, I already want to quit this addiction once and for all, I decided that at the end of this year but I have been 11 months and I have not achieved it. Today I decide to quit, today I put an end to this and I will overcome this addiction. I would like to receive your support and help. I am very weak and fall into easy temptation.
Success to everyone in their recovery, love.
I started around 15 years old and a few days ago I told myself how much my brain has affected, I was about to have sexual intercourse but I did not feel excitement from his caresses or kisses or from how he touched me or masturbation, it did not lubricate and it was much more painful As it should be, I thought it was a problem of dehydration or something remediable but today I realize that I really don't get turned on without porn, I can't beat myself up without porn and I have reached the point of watching rough or rape videos. Before I felt bad but ultimately the feeling of guilt left and that worries me more, I already want to quit this addiction once and for all, I decided that at the end of this year but I have been 11 months and I have not achieved it. Today I decide to quit, today I put an end to this and I will overcome this addiction. I would like to receive your support and help. I am very weak and fall into easy temptation.
Success to everyone in their recovery, love.