I just recently turned 24 and started P in my early teen years and have pretty much been addicted ever since without really realizing it until a couple years ago. I have had PIED for a few years now and was foolish in thinking I was the only person with this problem which led to depression and not living a fulfilling life. I have finally realized that rebooting is the only way I will be able to live a fulfilling and happy life.
I have not watched P since July 28th. I don't have a problem with not watching P right now but I have continued to O through the prone position, usually in the morning. I have been M'ing in the prone position since I was young and this is why I still haven't entered the flatline. When I wake up I almost always edge until it's time to get out of bed which leads to me O'ing eventually. My longest streak has been 5 days twice but have O'd in the prone position both times to ruin my streak since both times I got morning wood which I NEVER get anymore.
I want to be happy, feel alive again and be able to have sex but cannot seem to stop MO'ing in the prone position. I know if I can take control of the prone position problem I will be able to restrain from P and be able to have a successful reboot and success story. I'm really afraid of the initial 2-3 month flatline but I know I must suffer in order to get better. Any tips or help would be greatly appreciated.
I have not watched P since July 28th. I don't have a problem with not watching P right now but I have continued to O through the prone position, usually in the morning. I have been M'ing in the prone position since I was young and this is why I still haven't entered the flatline. When I wake up I almost always edge until it's time to get out of bed which leads to me O'ing eventually. My longest streak has been 5 days twice but have O'd in the prone position both times to ruin my streak since both times I got morning wood which I NEVER get anymore.
I want to be happy, feel alive again and be able to have sex but cannot seem to stop MO'ing in the prone position. I know if I can take control of the prone position problem I will be able to restrain from P and be able to have a successful reboot and success story. I'm really afraid of the initial 2-3 month flatline but I know I must suffer in order to get better. Any tips or help would be greatly appreciated.
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