Welcome to the forum kzachar 1, you've definitely come to the right place. It's understandable that you're nervous, we all were once. First let me say that I think it's taken a lot of courage on your part to come here, nobody wants to admit that porn has enslaved them, but that's what it amounts too. I was a slave to it for 50 years, I'm 65 years old now, but I still have to be careful as triggers, ( urges brought on by almost anything suggestive, TV, movies, books etc: ), can trip you up sometimes even before you know that it's happened. It doesn't matter what kind of porn addict you are, I will guarantee that you'll find a lot of the guys on here that have done what you've done and more. Stick around my friend, the only way is up from here, praying for you brother.