A long journey...

[marco_60]

Libido starts to come back . Resist tempetions to look at P, instead come back here to write this update.

 

[marco_60]

Rising temperatures raise the libido, and I am responsive. I had a very good intercourse yesterday with my woman, after long time when she felt a very low interest. Today I feel some interest for P and then, as I did before, I instead came here to update this journal.

 

[marco_60]

(almost) Weekly report. I have forgotten to add that morning wood is regular, and I also get E when I imagine exciting situations. I feel quiet, I see regular progress, maybe slow but firm. Although I had regular sex with complete E I am not sure I can write in the "Success Stories" section: I prefer to wait and see.
Sometimes I remember how all this reboot began. It was after two horrible days I spent with my girldfriend of that time, a very attractive Russian lady a little bit younger than me. During the week before I spent hours in front of the laptop doing PMO. When she arrived I could never (and I really mean) reach an E. She was very beautiful, I was simply paralyzed....a nightmare, for us both.
I could have never ha imagined that at my age (64 now) I would have recovered. It was and still is a long journey.

 

[marco_60]

From time to time I cross some P pages on the web, but now I do not have the curiosity of looking. Instead they arise my desire of having real sexual experiences, as I had in the past weeks and months. I discover that my mind is now more attracted by the memory of what I experienced directly rather than by what strangers in P movies do.

 

[marco_60]

Proceeding without any pulse towards PMO. I continue having morning woods and libido going up and down, following my general mood, heavily affected by my job and relationship. Summer heat helps pushing libido up.

 

[marco_60]

I have changed my counts to let them start since the last time I did P, although I was sleeping and dreaming of a very wild action...

 

[marco_60]

Just for personal record: felt the impulse of searching some P, it would have almost certainly ended in MO. Instead I came here and wrote these few lines. My girlfriend is very busy these days, she is at job and comes late home, quite tired. Hopefully weekend gets better.

 

[marco_60]

Back after few weeks of no PMO . My daughter came for holiday with a friend, I was occupied bringing them around and had no time to turn my mind to anything else. I feel well, libido is normal.

 

[marco_60]

Had two intercourses with my partner, both early in the morning (I am less active during the day with these hot weather), yesterday and today.

 

[marco_60]

Had a fantastic intercourse yesterday night. It was only too quick. Unfortunately with ageing I have less control on times, and the climax either does not come or comes very fast. But staying away from PMO definitely helps.

 

[Percival]

Had a fantastic intercourse yesterday night. It was only too quick. Unfortunately with ageing I have less control on times, and the climax either does not come or comes very fast. But staying away from PMO definitely helps.

Great to hear @marco_60! Keep it up!

 

[marco_60]

I am still with my mind to the great experience of two weeks ago . Otherwise I had nothing else , these weeks I am too busy working to think or do anything else ....after all, work is a good occupation, keeps one away from PMO!

 

[marco_60]

I realize however of having lost interest towards P. Once, when I wanted to have some fun, my mind went to P. Nowadays I immediately think about past action where I was the main actor.