Spinning around the sun

Hey all, I am starting a new journal and i am gonna take it more seriously. Today i relapsed 3 times.. I dont know even why, bc the strenght of my erections were shitty... I was on 32 day streak flatlining but i played with fire and i got burned...
Now, porn is over. I had been more than 2 months i would say without it, and 1 month without pmo, and many many more streaks, and i see myself now and myself one year ago, and i am not sure if i have progressed sth. Now, i masturbate less and dont watch porn, but i have been for a couple 9f months with low energy, eating not as good as i used to, not ding sport, i have been smoking, no meditation...
One year ago, i was doing all thr oppositebut struggling with pmo...

So, this is a fresh start, im gonna finish my degree soon and moving to another country next month... Let s face the ups and downs of this journey and stay strong
I hope u all are doing great, we are going to overcome this monster together. Stay blessed
 
Top