Aussie_85
Active Member
cool, I like some of those genres.
I can relate to the lack of emotions and love - particularly with anti depressant medications. In a really weird way i kind of enjoyed it...and that sounds kind of messed up. Instead of the crippling anxiety and depression - I felt nothing. It allowed me to function, work, do whatever social shit i had to - not really enjoying it, nor hating it - just kind of going from one day to the next not really caring about anything.
For me it reached a point where that was making me depressed though, and I came off meds. I was significantly better though because the meds are supposed to correct chemical imbalances even after stopping them.
Everyone's different man but listen to your body - and go to a doc/shrink if your unsure or notice any big changes in moods.
It's really cool that you've played some gigs, I've always wanted to learn how to mix vinyl, I'd never want to play gigs though - just as a hobby.
Can i ask what state you live in man? I'm NSW.
I can relate to the lack of emotions and love - particularly with anti depressant medications. In a really weird way i kind of enjoyed it...and that sounds kind of messed up. Instead of the crippling anxiety and depression - I felt nothing. It allowed me to function, work, do whatever social shit i had to - not really enjoying it, nor hating it - just kind of going from one day to the next not really caring about anything.
For me it reached a point where that was making me depressed though, and I came off meds. I was significantly better though because the meds are supposed to correct chemical imbalances even after stopping them.
Everyone's different man but listen to your body - and go to a doc/shrink if your unsure or notice any big changes in moods.
It's really cool that you've played some gigs, I've always wanted to learn how to mix vinyl, I'd never want to play gigs though - just as a hobby.
Can i ask what state you live in man? I'm NSW.