I want to live a celibate life till my last breath....

hope 2021

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Hey man,  I am 24 form India, I was also porn addict, though I started porn at 18 years of age. Initially leaving porn was difficult, but now I have been away form porn for more than 4 months.

My main problem right now is masturbation, which I go once in a 7 to 8 days

 
hope 2021 said:
Hey man,  I am 24 form India, I was also porn addict, though I started porn at 18 years of age. Initially leaving porn was difficult, but now I have been away form porn for more than 4 months.

My main problem right now is masturbation, which I go once in a 7 to 8 days

    Hi hope2021  :) Glad to hear that you too are from India. I think you should stop masturbating for a while (depending on your goals). Watch this YouTube channel as well 
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UClqb6sMRbUXKk9nSMABkJmQ
 
                                      Day 5 @ 6-3-2021

  I am feeling emotionally imbalanced. I know it's a withdrawal symptom but we have to go through it.
 
                                                Day 7 @ 8-3-2021
  Today i am really happy and feeling energetic. My short goal has been reached now my next goal is to reach on day 14. Never ever give up.
 
                                        Day 6 @ 21-3-2021 Relapsed 4 times

    Giving up is not an option I am working on myself and I know one day I will recover I want to get out from this mess.
 
                            Relapsed 2 times @ 23-3-2021

Because of chaser effect I relapsed from today I am going to change my schedule and limit the use of internet.
 
                        24-3-2021 relapsed 6 times
 
  Today i literally watched porn like 2-3 hours and jerked of 5-6 times i cannot control myself. You always need to be strong after relapse otherwise Chaser effect make you sick. Also today i did nothing because of headache and low energy but i thought about to improve myself and get rid of this addiction as soon as possible. I am always willing to change myself to get out from this dark place after completing this journal i am going to make my daily schedule and plans to tackle the withdrawals and kick ass this addiction from my life.        #Never ever give up.
 
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