gotta_change
Member
Day 13
I'm starting to feel more and more horny, and find my mind tending to fantasy. Which I'm avoiding totally as well as masturbation. This is what is keeping my focused, because in my experience, MO during the reboot, even without any P only reinforces the same pathways and leads ultimately to relapse. But is also harder, since there is no scape valve.
The bottonline for me is writing here everyday and reading and watching videos on the topic. If I'm not doing that, I need to worry.
I'm starting to feel more and more horny, and find my mind tending to fantasy. Which I'm avoiding totally as well as masturbation. This is what is keeping my focused, because in my experience, MO during the reboot, even without any P only reinforces the same pathways and leads ultimately to relapse. But is also harder, since there is no scape valve.
The bottonline for me is writing here everyday and reading and watching videos on the topic. If I'm not doing that, I need to worry.