I don't think I've ever had semen leak from me without some kind of messing around. I also never had a wet dream as a child or an adult. I always thought that was weird, but I guess not everyone gets them. I do hope to get those rock hard boners again though. Mine have definitely improved but there is still much room for improvement.Days 117 to 123
Nothing extraordinary to share, except that I get rock hard boners when I take naps in the afternoon for some reason. I feel them forming when I'm dozing off and they are still there when I wake and linger in bed. I am also leaking semen left and right every day for the past few days. Especially, with my bowel movements. Haven't had any more sex though. Haven't had the opportunity. I don't feel particularly horny, but I am not flatliney anymore. I've been doing more yoga and I so appreciate my yoga classmates in tights. They brighten my week.
See you soon!
Hi @casanova I already do HIIT consistently, but I will take better care of my sleep like you suggest. I'll follow your advice. Lately I've been developing the habit of falling asleep watching TV, which is no good. I have to say that I saw an improvement this weekend. You'll see in the post below. Thanks for the good vibes!!!Stay strong Hugo, you'll get there. I haven't sexy dreams at all either. But still, I think it's extremely important to focus on getting vivid dreams at least. Somehow MW is intrinsically related to them.
HIIT exercises like sprints, jump squats, weight lifting etc, and high quality sleep (no phone 2 hours before sleeping) are my best tips. I wish you could experiment it at least for a week. For me as soon as I left phone usage two hours before sleep, the game changed. Wish you success!
Awesome news Hugo! Excellent actually, especially that it all went better than expected and that you managed to hold your O.Days 130 to 133 — TRIGGER LANGUAGE WARNING
I've been having very successful and satisfying sex this weekend. My girlfriend texted me on Thursday that she wanted me badly. Instead of eagerly looking forward to it, I was kind of nervous whether it was going to work out. She came to the house on Saturday morning and immediately started making out with me. I felt no reaction in my pants and told her to be patient that it might not work right away and we would have to have a lot of foreplay like the last time.
We got naked and she got on top of me and she started to kiss me sort of sitting on my pubic bone with my dick behind her sort of on her butt crack. I thought, I will not stress about this and focus on kissing. Less than a minute into it I was rock hard and when she reached behind her and felt it hard she put it in her right away.
We did it in various positions all through which I stayed hard and it felt good, I was enjoying it and close to cumming various times. She orgasmed four times. This has not been normal in previous years of our relationship. It's been the norm the last two times. Once again I did not cum for fear of falling back into a flatline. But this time my level of enjoyment was very high.
Today felt like real progress.
I will take better care of my sleep following @casanova 's advice and hopefully this will keep getting better. I will hold out on orgasms for myself at least after some solid ten or fifteen sex sessions into the future. It amazes me that my control over orgasms that I had developed in my youth is still there.
See ya soon!!!
Very happy to hear you’re doing some progress. Congratulations, friend! That’s awesome.Days 134 - 137 – MASSIVE PENTHOUSE FORUM TRIGGER LANGUAGE WARNING
So this morning I was sitting on one of the steps of the staircase at the house when all of a sudden Anne walked in front of me wearing only red panties. I told her, "good God woman, whatcha doin' to me, you know I'm only human, right?" Anne laughed it off and crawled on the staircase landing, just two steps above, and got on her fours and said, "this old thing? I don't know what you are talking about." Anne then turned over onto her back and she pulled her legs up elevating her junk in the air, laying on her back with her head and neck on the floor and her knees in the air reaching back to her head. Anne started caressing her thighs and gently running her fingers through her pussy and ass in red panties. Anne said "don't tell me I'm going to have to do this by myself" and so I crawled the two steps and proceded to bury my face in her underwear. Anne pulled the panties down and said "I think we should give it a lick," and I proceeded to get my nose between Anne's pussy and anus, just hovering above. I appreciated Anne's anus in full color and stuck out my tongue. Anne beat me to it, because all of a sudden Anne was licking her own pussy. That's normal 'cause Anne is bendy like that, right? Nothing out of the ordinary.
I stopped for only one second to appreciate me being about to run my tongue all through Anne Hathaway's pussy and perfectly pink anus, when all of a sudden...
...my girlfriend texted me good morning and the "ding" from the phone notification fucking woke me up!!!!!! She cock blocked me by text message. I had been dreaming all along. Aaaaaaaargh!!!!!
Hahaha Sorry about the visuals guys, but that dream was just like that. So fucking VIVID. In full color and smells and everything. It was weird though, because I don't have a thing for Anne Hathaway. I think she's a good looking woman, but in no way have I ever lusted over her. There's countless actresses I would fantasize over first. In my dream, however, I was head over heals over this contortionist version of her.
I woke up with a massive boner that took a good while to come down.
I find it funny that we were just discussing wet dreams the other day. This one was the mother of all wet dreams. I had lots of precum when I woke up, unlike the last one I had on day 5, from which I woke up dry. In that one, I did get to fuck though. And this time, when I had my bowel movement at noon, I leaked semen massively, which makes me think that probably the other days I've had leakage at noon, without any stimulus, it probably has been from dreams the night before that I just couldn't recall.
I spent the entire day horny as hell, lusting over neighbors that were walking their dogs, and basically mentally ravaging any woman I saw in the street and supermarket.
So, I will call that progress. It feels good.
See ya soon boys and girls!
PS. By the way, in addition to Saturday, I also spent most Sunday morning fucking. No orgasm on my side, but lots of sex. I am moving forward!!!
Well, I have lusted over Anne Hathaway and that was quite a dream! I've never had a dream about her though. But I have searched for all of her nude pictures before. She's done a few nude scenes.It was weird though, because I don't have a thing for Anne Hathaway. I think she's a good looking woman, but in no way have I ever lusted over her. There's countless actresses I would fantasize over first.
But good to hear that you didn't immediately head to the computer to finish yourself off. That took some major restraint. Good to hear you are having sex as well. Hoping to get there myself sometime soon.
Just to be on the safe side, I did not orgasm again
Heey @Phineas 808,Maybe this is part of 'hard mode', but I hope you don't deny yourself of a good orgasm with your very real girl friend. You deserve that rush, and in my uneducated opinion, I think that would go for rewiring efforts.
Even in the midst of my struggles, I never denied sex with my wife (to orgasm) because I'm thinking, 'At least it's with a real woman, and the person I want to be rewiring toward. At least my brain isn't orgasming to a phone, but to a real person.'
But if that's necessary to ensure a more complete healing, I'm grateful that you have such a great connection with your girl.
I'm sure we're still rewiring like this and I prefer how much more we connect this way as opposed to the disappointment of the libido-less limpy dick times.