Hello new member here. I am a 41 year old Canadian who is suffering from severe pied.Am a very healthy athletic guy. Been watching porn since I was young teenager to vhs,DVD magazines etc.. never had any serious issues tell maybe when I was 38. Last couple of years been really addicted to watching high speed Internet porn. Usually 2-3 times a day for a couple of years. Had a couple relationships where I couldn?t get erect for some reason. Was thinking there might be something physically wrong with me while in this period I didn?t think there was still anything wrong with watching Internet porn.Decided to go to a doctor to ask why I have Ed. Did all the test and told me everything is fine that it is physiological and to take some viagra pills to gain more confidence in myself. Finally maybe a year and a half into this I finally ran into babe deem yourself brain on porn that I realized porn was my problem.
So I stopped watching internet porn for 3 months. Finally started to date a girl. Went to a park for a walk with her ended up kissing and in my pants I had a full erection going. Tried a viagra pill had sex with her was fully erect but didn?t feel natural as I had delayed ejaculation. Another time I had sex with her and I was semi erect. Third day in with her I couldn?t get it up everything went dead. Tried a couple more times and still the same story. She ended up leaving me. I went to watch porn for a couple of days after and could get it up to some degree but still wasn?t the same. Ended up taking another 3 months off from porn. Went back to watching porn for a couple days again and then stopped all together. Hooked up with another girl. Same story couldn?t get it up. Girl left me after a while. Felt massive depression and anxiety for a while. After her I took another 3-4 months away from porn and still couldn?t get hard. I tried watching a little porn to see if I could get any interest back to my penis still no response. Again went to the doctor got all the test done told me everything is absolutely fine that I am healthy as can be that it is in my head.
So it has been over 10 months when I have stopped watching internet porn on a regular bases.
Now I have zero interest to watching internet porn. When I see a cute girl I feel like to have sex in my head but physically I feel I am incapable of doing so. My penis is lifeless right now. I probably averaged 2 morning erections a month and those are not even fully hard.
Was there any tips or any type of advice any of you guys could give me to break this cycle? I know this stuff varies from person to person but how much longer could this go on for?
So I stopped watching internet porn for 3 months. Finally started to date a girl. Went to a park for a walk with her ended up kissing and in my pants I had a full erection going. Tried a viagra pill had sex with her was fully erect but didn?t feel natural as I had delayed ejaculation. Another time I had sex with her and I was semi erect. Third day in with her I couldn?t get it up everything went dead. Tried a couple more times and still the same story. She ended up leaving me. I went to watch porn for a couple of days after and could get it up to some degree but still wasn?t the same. Ended up taking another 3 months off from porn. Went back to watching porn for a couple days again and then stopped all together. Hooked up with another girl. Same story couldn?t get it up. Girl left me after a while. Felt massive depression and anxiety for a while. After her I took another 3-4 months away from porn and still couldn?t get hard. I tried watching a little porn to see if I could get any interest back to my penis still no response. Again went to the doctor got all the test done told me everything is absolutely fine that I am healthy as can be that it is in my head.
So it has been over 10 months when I have stopped watching internet porn on a regular bases.
Now I have zero interest to watching internet porn. When I see a cute girl I feel like to have sex in my head but physically I feel I am incapable of doing so. My penis is lifeless right now. I probably averaged 2 morning erections a month and those are not even fully hard.
Was there any tips or any type of advice any of you guys could give me to break this cycle? I know this stuff varies from person to person but how much longer could this go on for?