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guitar1968

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Glad to hear Nick. Today is day 63 for me and I've been struggling a bit more. My post today covers it all so I won't write about it here. There is no doubt that this is a roller coaster ride. No way to stay on the top every moment. When you go up, down can certainly follow. I just there are many more ups in the future and far less downs.
 

Nick Simons

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Day 61 and feeling pretty solid ... still a bit tired from last week actually ... but feeling grounded.

Thanks for your candour Guitar ... as I mentioned in your Forum I am feeling very similar things. But ... I think your roller coaster ride analogy is right on and time and experiences living away from the PMO routine is the only thing I think truly heals all wounds and starts to flatten out those downs.

Stay strong y'all.
 

Nick Simons

Active Member
Day 62 ... and I feel like I am coming into a phase of steady, consistent balanced living. The last week or so has been the opposite ... with periods of disruption, distraction, and general unease. But I sense this is behind me now - not sure why but it is what it is - and I am looking forward to putting some mileage into my journey as a non-porn user.

Talk soon.
 

guitar1968

Active Member
Day 62 ... and I feel like I am coming into a phase of steady, consistent balanced living. The last week or so has been the opposite ... with periods of disruption, distraction, and general unease. But I sense this is behind me now - not sure why but it is what it is - and I am looking forward to putting some mileage into my journey as a non-porn user.

Talk soon.
Good news Nick. I've been experiencing some ups and downs as of late, but nothing that is sending me back to my old ways. I think I've just realized that life will always have ups and downs with or without porn. I'm just determined to not let the downs pull me back in. Sounds like you are doing the same.
 

JerryTX

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Nick, Guitar and I are all around the same time in our journey. Day 69 today and feeling pretty solid. Thanks for sharing and keep up the endurance to win this battle!
 

Nick Simons

Active Member
A few days offline as I settle into a 1 week vacation with the fam. Things have settled into a good groove ... as I sip some green tea and look out over a beautiful peaceful lake. A good time to reflect on how far I have come (and still have to go). Overall feeling very fortunate and grateful that I tripped across this site 4 months ago (don't even remember how that happened but ... sometimes that is how the universe unfolds).

Stay strong and talk soon.
 
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