No PMO hardmode

Maglue

Active Member
Alright I'm well into no porn and hardmode...
I'm 36 and on about day 34 hardmode...
Life is the best its ever been I never thought no masterbation was an option until even porn would not turn me on no more...
When I started to dead dick porn I knew I had some problems that I had to address... discovering pied I was in for the shock of my life...
But finally I have hope I can be the man I always wanted to me and I will get there...

I'd been a serious addict for 10 years to porn but did other porn related stuff before that and masterbation since 12ish...

I've realized that masterbation is also apart of my sexual performance issue with girls when I've younger...

So many guys are failing with porn relapsing and I hope I never do but having real sex  is so important to me I will do everything possible....

Its gona be one hell of a battle here but I'm up for it...

Any tips and advice from people is more than welcome...

I'm doing all the added trimmings,
Herbal teas, healthy eating, and fitness, and many other things...
I would like to speed this up as fast as possible
 

imsorrynotsorry

Active Member
Hello Maglue,

Congratulations for your decision. Hardmode needs hard approaches. Don't overdo it with the 'hardness'. This would be my first advice.

How about taking some measures with your personality. What was it that lead you to PMO for so long? How are you thinking of women?

Wish you all the best

Imsor
 

Maglue

Active Member
Hey buddy!
I just did the porn and never thought about consequences or that it would even do me this much damage... its really hurt my brain and given me anxiety, poor memory, even an eye disorder... but I'm slowly getting better...
I cried a lot at first but thats really helped me seal the deal I can never possibly go back to porn... !
...
I'm eventually looking for a gf and going to start a family...
I'm pretty hopeful for a 36 year old if I need two years to get right so be it but I'm super eager to get the rewiring going after the reboot...
I'm actually super horny but I've got dead dick mostly ... sometimes I get massive morning wood...
I've been doing so much but I'm gearing up to take the transformation to the next level I'm down 12kgs in 40 days and I need to lose another 10kg and I be looking real great ....
 

Maglue

Active Member
Hey opinions please,

Ok so I might be kinda edging I'm not really sure... I'm not masterbating as such, or maybe I am..  but I guess I'm trying to get hard sometimes it happens with barely any touch... or its its morning wood... I'm not stroking it or anything, or eve  close to organic but I guess I'm keeping it hard before it goes down... is this bad... ?
Opinions?

 

imsorrynotsorry

Active Member
Hey,

I'm not 100% sure if i understood right, but in the beginning of my reboot my man became hard all of a sudden without touching in the strangest situation. Then again, i had weeks where nothing happened at all. It was the same with libido. It goes high, falls down.

The important thing is: You don't have to do anything! Prefer watching what is happening with you and trust the process, which is working by the way. Testing the man, edging, whatsoever is not helping. Trust, ok?
 

Maglue

Active Member
I'm sorry not sorry,
Shot buddy...
Yeah I just have to keep going with the no MO...
There's no doubt in my mind I will never PMO again but of course I will remain no MO until 90days and make a decision after that....
You da man...
 
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