This time I have to quit it for good!

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zackergeet

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Day 16! Still dead. I did a mistake when I was a teenager I thought that a high libido was an obstacle for remaining focused and partly was true but now I know that libido I used to feel also boost me to do more activities or to thrive for new things. I have become like an old guy not wanting to do much because of this. I am still 30 hopefully I can heal and come back strong. Next goal 30 days.
 
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zackergeet

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Day 19 No P, I MOed yesterday. Try to picture real previous encounters. I will try not to MO, although it seems it has required something because my duck was dead all this time and today I woke up with a really strong boner. Oh well the brain does not work intuitively seems.
 
Simon2

Simon2

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zackergeet said:
Day 16! Still dead. I did a mistake when I was a teenager I thought that a high libido was an obstacle for remaining focused and partly was true but now I know that libido I used to feel also boost me to do more activities or to thrive for new things. I have become like an old guy not wanting to do much because of this. I am still 30 hopefully I can heal and come back strong. Next goal 30 days.
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I feel like when I redirect my libido into the right direction it can give me incredible energy. When I just waste it on PMO it sucks energy from me...
 
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zackergeet

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Day 27 no P, woods are better, doing exercises. Man I wonder how long does it take to be healed. It varies from person to person but I guess that after several freaking years doing this. It should be expected to take years as well. Hopefully much less but I am willing to do it.
 
Phineas 808

Phineas 808

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zackergeet said:
Thank you for your comment @Phineas 808. Some months ago i felt invincible, thought I could do it. And now I am struggling. Hope you are doing great my friend.
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You were and are doing it, Zackergeet! Though I can relate to the feelings one has in a long streak, tripple digits, and how we can become complacent.

I'm doing better, had a rough end of last year, a rough March, and an unfortunate end of May and beginning of June. But I'm doing better now, feel more stable. 'Survived' a testing time recently with the wife going out of town, and there's still some background emotional 'noise' going on, so must be mindful. Otherwise, doing alright.

You'll come out of this wiser and stronger, brother!
 
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zackergeet

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Hello guys I have returned it has been 2 months or more since I masterbate, it is almost 3 months since watching any porn. The problem that i am living with my gf (she is visiting me) and sometimes we have been having good sex and sometimes no (lately I lose the erection) I have been eating badly. Now I am eating and exercising but I have found that my testosterone is a little low (although between normal ranges) and my glucose is a high (prediabetes) man i am trying to get doctors appointments but they take so long. And I am really afraid that I don’t have cure or something worse is in me. I don’t know what to do more than just waiting. I get a little depressed with this situation.
 
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