This time I have to quit it for good!

zackergeet

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Day 21 without PMO. 3 weeks already! I looks like it has been much longer than that. No morning wood today, no urges, no withdrawals symptoms I hope I get healed soon. My next goal is 35 days! 14 days to reach my next goal!
 

zackergeet

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Finishing day 21 without PMO. Today there was no erections at all. Hope I could get healed faster but it seems 90 days an average amount of days required to start rewiring. I get a little upset that men with PIED takes longer to heal but well I did this to myself and I must face it and take matter into my hands(no pun intended) I can overcome this I know that I can recover. I know it and I will prove it to myself. Day 22 here I come!
 

zackergeet

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Day 22 without PMO. I woke up but i did not have a morning wood right away but after a couple a minutes a got a dog morning wood 90% which was like 8 minutes and did kegel exercises. But most of the day is dead. Hope my brain heals soon.next goal 35 days days.
 

zackergeet

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I am finishing day 22 without PMO. no urges at all, the only thing I struggle with is my thoughts about how I could not perform the last time, and this girl goes really distant, I thought that perhaps I could have another chance to start rewiring but no. She seems that does not want to be involved with me at all not even in a friendly way as before. I wonder did I make her feel bad or not attractive because I did not get it up? I tried to approach her in a friendly way but she told me that she preferred to do what she was doing at that moment alone. Since then I have kept my distance from her and there is no communication at all. I knew that I had a problem with PMO and she was the one who made me realize that I do not want to continue like that, I know that I am doing it for myself. But perhaps without her, I would have continued PMOing since I could get it up with P. It seems that when doing PMO even your thoughts are numbed and now I can feel more and I feel upset. I feel with more energy, more focus, my thoughts, in general, are more clear. But as well now I tend to think more and feel more. Perhaps I am thinking too much and this girl is already with another guy or whatever. ugg so pathetic, I need to quit this thing PMO I hate it, I hate what I have done to myself, I hate how porn is looked at as something normal, how stupid people especially men idolize these fucking prostitutes aka porn stars, I hate that I found porn so young and I wish I could have stopped me. I need peace in my mind, I am not going PMO definitely, but I need to stop thinking about these stupid things as the girl's thought since I know I will never get answers. Perhaps this feeling is also a withdrawal symptom and I did not notice. Well, this is it for today, tomorrow is day 23. Wish I could recover faster but I do not want days to go that fast. Much love to all of you guys who are fighting.
 

zackergeet

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Have u tryed sex during reboot did it work?
Hello MoreConfident did not have the chance but I guess it would not work very well yet. I hace morning woods and every time they look harder and longer but the rest of the day, penis is sleeping but sometime I had random erections. Today I say a woman who greeted me and she was beautiful or perhaps it is that I am learning to appreciate more I feel something down there but no erection. Hopefully I will start having more erections during the day, last time it took me 35 days approximately to feel much better. But as I have read this varies from person to person. Good luck man and much love!
 
Hello MoreConfident did not have the chance but I guess it would not work very well yet. I hace morning woods and every time they look harder and longer but the rest of the day, penis is sleeping but sometime I had random erections. Today I say a woman who greeted me and she was beautiful or perhaps it is that I am learning to appreciate more I feel something down there but no erection. Hopefully I will start having more erections during the day, last time it took me 35 days approximately to feel much better. But as I have read this varies from person to person. Good luck man and much love!
i always have MW but never random erections
 

zackergeet

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Day 24 did not wake with morning wood but after two minutes I got a 80% (perhaps more, it was hard enough penetrate) morning wood. No urges but i am feeling some withdrawals symptoms I feel most of the day calm, I have clear thinking but I guess that I feel a little anxious about recovering and a little sad for things that perhaps would not have moved before. I read that when PMO is removed not only your little buddy stops being numbed but also your feelings. This can be positive or negative, positive because you will start enjoying life and simple things, appreciate the beauty of a women (if straight) but sadness also will give a bigger impact. Day 24, next goal 35 days!
 
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