This time I have to quit it for good!

zackergeet

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Day 86! Pornography is so normalized that people who does it are worshipped and people who viewed encourage it, this society sucks, I guess I will have reduce my social media utilization to the minimum cause P is also encouraged there. It feels like I am in a world of really stupid people.
 

zackergeet

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this day is so fucking difficult! urges go away! I guess I need to re-read the books so i don't lose aim, today I was thinking about this girl that gave a bJ and hj and then started seeing other cute girls photos and then I stopped after a couple of minutes. But i have realizied that when i see the pics it only stays hard for the moment i see the pics but when i was with this girl stay hard even when she was doing nothing of after Oing for some times. I will continue fighting.
 

zackergeet

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day 87, yesterday was a hell of a day, could not concentrate at all. Now I remember why P hit me so hard when i was young.
 

46and2

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Sounds like you had a rough one all right brother! Yet you perservered, we're stronger than we give ourselves credit for. We don't need this shit in our lives. As I walk around each day I often reflect on how free I feel without pornography in my life. Keep it up brother; we're here for you.
 

zackergeet

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Sounds like you had a rough one all right brother! Yet you perservered, we're stronger than we give ourselves credit for. We don't need this shit in our lives. As I walk around each day I often reflect on how free I feel without pornography in my life. Keep it up brother; we're here for you.
Thank you so much brother!
 

Emptyroom

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Remember to quickly set a higher goal than 90 days! Otherwise you could become complacent and aimless and get more urges! That is my experience anyway!
 

zackergeet

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Remember to quickly set a higher goal than 90 days! Otherwise you could become complacent and aimless and get more urges! That is my experience anyway!
Yes man that is good strategy, I still feel that if a really strong urge come I can fail so, next goal will 200 days. After that I will stop counting. Also my next goal is to abandon social media or used as least possible!
 

zackergeet

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Day 94! Morning woods are a usual thing for me right now, sometimes I have random erections. This girl I have been seeing asked me for a hot video call (but since I don't wanna lose contact with her or miss any future chance with her I agree but I would no O) I go super strong but in a moment I lost concentration and it took me a couple of minutes to regain myself, man I was so scared because these two minutes made be afraid (I do not know if this video call can be called P-sub or perhaps I should avoid it ) but I did not O at all. Anyway, my main goals here are to recover from PIED and not use P anymore.
 
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