This time I have to quit it for good!

Ani7

Member
Day 2 of not watching porn, today I have been thinking all the time about how much I need to avoid porn almost all day. I have been able to do my normal activities but any time I was alone doing nothing I was thinking that I should not and cannot watch it since I guess I suffer from PIED. I would appreciate any comments or suggestions, I know this journey is long and difficult, and results will take time to appear but I really have faith that I can cure this condition and be as I was before.
Keep going...You are doing great
 

zackergeet

Active Member
Day 111! Elaborating a little more l, I get morning woods every day and random erections during the day, but yesterday I have realized after I was sent a porn video I opened without knowing (like a prank) I felt nothing, no urges no nothing but instead when I was with this girl (only bj and hi) and the hot video call that yes I get super hard but no with random girls that I don’t know. It is extremely odd how reboot works or the mind works. I think this is okay since I don’t feel urges about PMO.
 
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zackergeet

Active Member
Day 125! I have been trying to get it up with imagination it seems I can get hard but I have to focus a lot to do it. I have oed a couple of time but I would like to rewire with a woman unfortunately it seems I am not getting any chances for that. Perhaps I should continue doing hardmode until I find a woman who I can start the rewiring process. Just in case no P at all just MO with imagination (no porn images just old memories of me with other women) since this is not a science I have deleted P but I would like to know if ocasional MO with imagination would be at least an option until I find a woman.hope you are doing all well!
 

zackergeet

Active Member
Day 177! I had successful sex during 3 hours. It was really awesome. Believe in the system cut the crap of Porn, cut PMO recovery is real. I was so afraid I would never have sex again because I was not able to get aroused with a woman or get hard. I fried my dopamine receptor but I was able to heal them. During the 177, I must say that I did MO with imagínation and the closest thing to P was this ada that really tempted me and I keep watching for at least 30 seconds but I remember the negative side and I closed them because I know how awful is to have PIED. I am really really happy. We al can do it guys trust the process!
 
Day 177! I had successful sex during 3 hours. It was really awesome. Believe in the system cut the crap of Porn, cut PMO recovery is real. I was so afraid I would never have sex again because I was not able to get aroused with a woman or get hard. I fried my dopamine receptor but I was able to heal them. During the 177, I must say that I did MO with imagínation and the closest thing to P was this ada that really tempted me and I keep watching for at least 30 seconds but I remember the negative side and I closed them because I know how awful is to have PIED. I am really really happy. We al can do it guys trust the process!
Its nice to hear your storry man im on 150 days did you MO during those 177 days alot or no?
 

zackergeet

Active Member
Its nice to hear your storry man im on 150 days did you MO during those 177 days alot or no?
Actually not a lot, because it is not the same as MOIng by yourself than the pace you have with a woman. That is why I avoided it as much as possible. On these 177 day I might have done 3 times only. Good luck my friend.
 

zackergeet

Active Member
Day 179, I have been under some serious stress and anxiety due to some serious problems. But I can say that I am proud that I did not go back to P. I remember ten years ago every time I used to experience a bad situation I would do PMO to feel better (that would make me feel better on the short run, but little did I know that years later that would develop into PIED) I am proud and happy that P and PMO each day looks very far away and is no longer an option I want to take. Still, I will be careful with the triggers. Wish you the best to rebootnation community!
 
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