stqr73 said:Day 11. Gave exam and I have very less chance of passing. It's not that I can't study to pass rather I am focused on reboot rather than stressing myself to study whether or not I am clean. First priority is being clean second is this degree. After initial reboot stage journey is comparatively easier. I am not making excuses for failure rather I am focused on being clean. To be honest I had much higher self confidence than usual. I am happy with that thing . Mind was clutter free. Always being A student to not care about studies means I am f*** serious about recovery. Of course I will ace these exams later but right now I want myself back . After that I will rock in these exams after six months or so. There is nothing more harder than an addict trying to de addict himself. The amount of discipline, research, commitment for this thing is way higher than any exam or degree.