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Rev

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Hi friends...been struggling really hard with porn addiction
and the guilt and personal stain from it.I want to log this journey as I share it with all you brave souls.we can get through this.Im very happy to be here.
 

Nick Simons

Active Member
Hey Rev,

Welcome ... you have many brothers in arms here who know exactly how you are feeling.  Take some time to go through a bunch of the videos, posts, and success stories.  I know for me that they all provided me with a sense of not having to fight this alone and also tremendous hope as I saw others who were in the same rut as I was in ... and yet managed to escape.

Stay strong dude!  Answers are coming ...
 

Rev

Member
Day 2 no fap...it feel unusually good. Already feeling an improvement in my self respect. Feeling re-newed and ready to regain my dignity. Thanks so much for the support,its good to be here.
 

Rev

Member
Hi friends, day 3 of this journey and i never imagined i would feel this good. I often veer off into thoughts of remission but this determination feels so good.ive tried this road 2 years ago and fell back on that dark path of addiction.im a married man with children,and i owe this to my wife and my children.i have a moral obligation to them.thank all of you for sharing your support.
 

Rev

Member
Day 5....its been the most success ive had in the past five years. It reminds me of when i quit smoking.
Whats absolutely amazing is the relief i feel like i dont owe pornography anything. I reflect on my past and my addiction with so much self embarassment now.

But hey...im lookin up now. Its a new attempt.
Stay strong and stay safe friends.
 

Rev

Member
Hey Reboot family...just touching base...a little twitchy and distracted tonight but im fighting this hard.think i gonna pick up my guitar and keep my minds and hands busy.This is one of those stress and relapse days.
 
J

J01

Guest
Good idea keeping that guitar handy-that is a good way to break the flow when leaving the area is not an option!  Glad to hear of your progress and the relief that you are experiencing; keep putting that past in the rear-view mirror!
 

Rev

Member
Thanks so much for the support friend....just to share a light moment of humour, i never in a million years imagined that youtube videos could arouse me😂😂😂
 

Phineas 808

Moderator
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Moderator
Nice to meet you, Rev.

Good choice combating this thing, never give up. Recovery is not always a straight line, but real and lasting change can be had with persistence and determination.

It's not easy, but our mindset and approach can make all the difference in the world.

Congratulations on being here.
 
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