JnanaYogiKarmaYogi
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Hey, Fellow fapstronauts! I am a 22-year-old guy who got addicted to porn since 10. Didn't have PIED symptoms till 19 but was a virgin. Only after that, the erections' quality started deteriorating.
Today is my 110 days porn free. A landmark I thought I won't reach but I did. And this is really just a humble beginning to the rest of my life of monk mode and only real sexual interactions. There have been days in this journey where I have felt nearly healed from PIED. Nearly 100% erections most of the time. 90% Morning Wood almost every other day (though I lose it when I stand up) and more qualitative desire for real women. But I have also had extremely heartbreaking and hopeless days and still have those days frequently.
For the first 77 days or so I did M every other day and I think it did slow down my recovery. But since I quit it entirely I have seen tremendous progress. I know the journey is not linear and there will be more difficult days ahead but I am willing to commit myself fully to monk mode (till I feel like having a real intimate connection- but as of now I just want to go at least 6 months monk mode without trying anything) with yoga, workout and good diet sleep and meditation every day. Best of luck everyone! more power to you.
Today is my 110 days porn free. A landmark I thought I won't reach but I did. And this is really just a humble beginning to the rest of my life of monk mode and only real sexual interactions. There have been days in this journey where I have felt nearly healed from PIED. Nearly 100% erections most of the time. 90% Morning Wood almost every other day (though I lose it when I stand up) and more qualitative desire for real women. But I have also had extremely heartbreaking and hopeless days and still have those days frequently.
For the first 77 days or so I did M every other day and I think it did slow down my recovery. But since I quit it entirely I have seen tremendous progress. I know the journey is not linear and there will be more difficult days ahead but I am willing to commit myself fully to monk mode (till I feel like having a real intimate connection- but as of now I just want to go at least 6 months monk mode without trying anything) with yoga, workout and good diet sleep and meditation every day. Best of luck everyone! more power to you.