I?ve been addicted to porn for about 40 years. I?m 51 now. I?ve tried white knuckling, 12 steps, a couple different therapists and Christian residential treatment program in Kentucky. The longest I have been ?sober? was for 7 months in 2019 and last year for about six months. Both times I just picked up where I left off. My marriage well if it?s not over it?s on life support. My wife poor woman deserves better than me. Any way I saw reboot nation on YouTube and figured I would post here. I?m miserable but so far sober today. I last acted out yesterday of course I didn?t tell my wife or my accountability partner. I have a real problem with honesty and accountability.