intimacyoverporn
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I am angry. Angry at myself but also angry with this society that allows young boys to get hooked on porn before they even finish puberty. I know it was my choice but I feel like a victim. How can a 12 year old boy consent to watching porn? They can't. No one ever told me to be careful, I was allowed to run amok and get addicted. Now I am 26 and I can't seem to quit porn. In my head every time I watch it is my last. I've tried quitting dozens of times and can't seem to get past a month or two. I hate porn. I hate what it does to people and I hate that it is a "positive" thing. All my life I was assured it was ok to watch porn by friends and the media. This is not normal and I can't quit no matter how hard I try.
Depression sinks in after I indulge and I think about all the things that tick me off. I feel like an unemployed loser who can't get over his addiction to pixels. One month of work down the drain.
Porn is targeted to children, I don't know a single person who started watching porn after the age of 18. The porn industry should be ashamed. Had I been a consenting adult I would have never gotten myself in this situation. It sucks, like an alcoholic, I will always be addicted to porn. All because I wanted to fit in and watch porn as kid. Every boy I knew talked about it and I didn't want to miss out (FOMO). There is no education on this subject and the industry is thriving.
I don't know what to do, I want to overcome this but I fail every time. I can have sex anytime I want yet I have to watch porn. Again, I can't help but feel like a victim mad at this depraved world. Porn is darkness.
Depression sinks in after I indulge and I think about all the things that tick me off. I feel like an unemployed loser who can't get over his addiction to pixels. One month of work down the drain.
Porn is targeted to children, I don't know a single person who started watching porn after the age of 18. The porn industry should be ashamed. Had I been a consenting adult I would have never gotten myself in this situation. It sucks, like an alcoholic, I will always be addicted to porn. All because I wanted to fit in and watch porn as kid. Every boy I knew talked about it and I didn't want to miss out (FOMO). There is no education on this subject and the industry is thriving.
I don't know what to do, I want to overcome this but I fail every time. I can have sex anytime I want yet I have to watch porn. Again, I can't help but feel like a victim mad at this depraved world. Porn is darkness.