guitar1968
Well-Known Member
Quick check in... All good. Still not really thinking about PMO. It just hasn't been a thing this past week or so. Seriously not feeling the need. I had a small thought about it on Wednesday, but it was short and didn't disrupt my day or even really make me want to stop what I was doing to indulge. Last night I had a vivid sex dream. I had full on penetration with a girl that I didn't know. Even in my dream she wasn't someone I knew. It was very different for me. I usually have performance anxiety in my dreams when I'm lucky enough to have a sex dream. This one I was hard and I stayed hard but I wasn't able to finish. I kept feeling myself getting close, but I do remember the girl who I was with was getting annoyed that I wasn't finishing. Dreams are strange and I'm wondering why I'm even writing this. I guess it's just all related somehow.
Anyway, I still don't feel like taking part in PMO today. That's good. I'm going to go and get some work done and hopefully have a good weekend. I usually don't have a problem on weekends ever, even when I was deep into my addiction. I try to stay off the computer on the weekends because I'm on it all week for work. Being away from the computer is the easiest way for me to not be tempted.
Have a great weekend everyone. Good luck on your pursuit of a porn free life.
Anyway, I still don't feel like taking part in PMO today. That's good. I'm going to go and get some work done and hopefully have a good weekend. I usually don't have a problem on weekends ever, even when I was deep into my addiction. I try to stay off the computer on the weekends because I'm on it all week for work. Being away from the computer is the easiest way for me to not be tempted.
Have a great weekend everyone. Good luck on your pursuit of a porn free life.