guitar1968
Well-Known Member
Quick update today. All good for the most part. Yesterday I had a bit of an itch to go back to the old ways, but it was just that, an itch. Not even a bad itch. I just kind of felt this slight yearning. Hard to describe, but not hard to push down. I haven't felt it today. I am on day 57 and all is well.
I'm not paying that much attention to erections, morning wood, etc. I'm really just living my life. I'm coming here and reading journals and replying when I can, working, playing guitar and making music. I've also been exercising a lot more and a lot better than I was before I started this journey. That is a little bit by accident but good nonetheless. My wife signed up for a Beach Body on Demand subscriptions which the whole house can use so I've been doing a program called 10 Rounds. I did week 1 twice just to get the hang of it, but I'm starting week 6 today. So along with ridding myself of the porn habit, I'm also creating a much better exercise habit. My wife and daughter are also into eating healthier as well so everything really is coming together very nicely.
I still consider myself just at the beginning of my recovery from porn addiction. I have a long way to go before I can consider it behind me. But I'm glad things are going so well. I will definitely really have a good time of reflection when I hit 90 days. Still 33 days to go before that happens so I'm not going to get ahead of myself.
Stay strong everyone. We can do this. We don't have to live like prisoners to this addiction. There is light at the end of the tunnel!
I'm not paying that much attention to erections, morning wood, etc. I'm really just living my life. I'm coming here and reading journals and replying when I can, working, playing guitar and making music. I've also been exercising a lot more and a lot better than I was before I started this journey. That is a little bit by accident but good nonetheless. My wife signed up for a Beach Body on Demand subscriptions which the whole house can use so I've been doing a program called 10 Rounds. I did week 1 twice just to get the hang of it, but I'm starting week 6 today. So along with ridding myself of the porn habit, I'm also creating a much better exercise habit. My wife and daughter are also into eating healthier as well so everything really is coming together very nicely.
I still consider myself just at the beginning of my recovery from porn addiction. I have a long way to go before I can consider it behind me. But I'm glad things are going so well. I will definitely really have a good time of reflection when I hit 90 days. Still 33 days to go before that happens so I'm not going to get ahead of myself.
Stay strong everyone. We can do this. We don't have to live like prisoners to this addiction. There is light at the end of the tunnel!