Just posting to report in. Even though I knew in advance struggles of traveling I did MO!!! It's like I wake up in the AM aroused and think why not the release. I guess good thing it's not to P fantasies, it's to wife fantasy. The struggle is real. I haven't PMO'd like I used to (which was watching 10-15 porn scenes since 4/13/2021). I have had 2 lapses during this time but it was from P subs/edging and arousal led to MO without full fledge video viewing. This is exactly what I believe Phineas refers to as red line behavior. Either way it's behavior that I need to learn to control. No MO just because I'm aroused in the AM, No MO just for release. So I started another MO challenge on Wednesday. UGH! So everyone that struggles on here your not alone. I am proud of what I have accomplished but I really need to remove these MO behaviors as I know they could lead me back to where I don't want to be.
I will state my triggers/temptations here as if I write them out, confess them to GOD, and begin to remove their power over me.
I will state my triggers/temptations here as if I write them out, confess them to GOD, and begin to remove their power over me.
- Traveling
- Boredom
- Being alone
- P subs / edging with social media or google searches
- Lack of sex with the wife / feeling sorry for myself
- Alcohol or drinking which lowers my inhibitions