journalnaruto
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Had relapse, compulsive and abusive behavior. I'm not in control, I'm an addict.
Edit: I read somewhere and understood this, that once an addict will always remain an addict. Because that craving will remain with us, might reduce in its effect but it remains. The neural pathways that formed with years of substance use don't just vanish. So it will be a struggle for years. to come. I am ready to accept this. But no way is this my excuse for not changing, rather it is my reason why I should never quit.
Edit: I read somewhere and understood this, that once an addict will always remain an addict. Because that craving will remain with us, might reduce in its effect but it remains. The neural pathways that formed with years of substance use don't just vanish. So it will be a struggle for years. to come. I am ready to accept this. But no way is this my excuse for not changing, rather it is my reason why I should never quit.
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