First post first public journal and first time rebooting.
Saturday April 10th my wife requested a separation after 6 years of marriage and feeling emotionally disconnected. She suggested I see a therapist as we?ve had our ongoing issues. On that Thursday I spoke to a therapist for an 8 minute introductory phone call and it all became clear. I have a masturbation problem. I believe it all started after our honeymoon for reasons I won?t get into. She is pretty discouraged in our relationship and says the trust is lost.
I told her last night about my problem and she laughed she apologized but it still hurt to be that vulnerable and be laughed at.
The last time I consumed any porn was on Monday April 12th and I have given it up since. I have also decided to give it up until I win her back or we officially divorce. I?m on day 7 now I feel great. I have more energy, clear headed, more motivated and better I touch with my emotions. I have made this post for accountability and to keep you guys along for the ride.
This woman is my life she means everything to me and I will stop at nothing to win her back.
Saturday April 10th my wife requested a separation after 6 years of marriage and feeling emotionally disconnected. She suggested I see a therapist as we?ve had our ongoing issues. On that Thursday I spoke to a therapist for an 8 minute introductory phone call and it all became clear. I have a masturbation problem. I believe it all started after our honeymoon for reasons I won?t get into. She is pretty discouraged in our relationship and says the trust is lost.
I told her last night about my problem and she laughed she apologized but it still hurt to be that vulnerable and be laughed at.
The last time I consumed any porn was on Monday April 12th and I have given it up since. I have also decided to give it up until I win her back or we officially divorce. I?m on day 7 now I feel great. I have more energy, clear headed, more motivated and better I touch with my emotions. I have made this post for accountability and to keep you guys along for the ride.
This woman is my life she means everything to me and I will stop at nothing to win her back.