So I currently am in a very depressing flatline after having a total of 12 days last month of basically being healed then going back to 0 for some reason. However in this 2 week and 1 days flatline (as of now) I noticed that a lot of my memory of porn usage is gone or at least now hidden, that my sexual dreams and most of my intrusive thoughts are now of things akin to stuff I watched the first 2 years of my porn addiction (which was before I started to escalate), and that some intrusive thoughts are now of doing vanilla things with real girls I know IRL. Oh and something interesting too is that last night I remembered a sexual fantasy I used to get often as a pre-teen before I discovered what porn really was. Are all of these signs I am healing even in a flatline?