Hi everyone...
I havent post in a long time but this is because I was just living life.
I just wanted to share that after more than a year struggling with this, I finally did it...
I am not going to lie, it was hard, I think the worst process I have gone through.
I relapsed, I failed at sex, I falled, I felt suicidal, depressed, anxious, trapped, hopeless...
So guys out there, I know how you feel...
I went through all that stuff, and it sucks, but it worth it...
Because at the end being free is priceless...
So I just want to make this really clear... You are not going to recover in 2 months, or so, this is a process in which you need to learn a lesson...
Please dont give up, feel the void... And then after some time you will see that you made it...
Im a proof of it...
It works!
Why am I telling you this...
Because in the past months I have had sex more than 140 times, and I am telling you this because I kept the journal..
Because I am able to make love to my girlfriend twice in a night and that is perfect for me, and I am not saying that you will not have bad days... Cause we all do, even being recovered, you will have bad days as a normal person...
You need to know that you dont need to be all day with boners, that doesnt define your libido....
So just to conclude, I am so happy and wanted to share this with all of you my brothers, I made it....
There are some days that even thinking that is not going to work, even being anxious, it works I am able to have sex, and I say wowww it was definitely PMO...
NOW THE BIG NEWS!!
I AM GOING TO BE A DAD! MY GIRL IS PREGNANT AND WE ARE SO HAPPY...
AND we are still enjoying good sex this days, a couple of days ago we went to a motel and made love twice....
So guys, if you want some help, I am here for you guys.
I havent post in a long time but this is because I was just living life.
I just wanted to share that after more than a year struggling with this, I finally did it...
I am not going to lie, it was hard, I think the worst process I have gone through.
I relapsed, I failed at sex, I falled, I felt suicidal, depressed, anxious, trapped, hopeless...
So guys out there, I know how you feel...
I went through all that stuff, and it sucks, but it worth it...
Because at the end being free is priceless...
So I just want to make this really clear... You are not going to recover in 2 months, or so, this is a process in which you need to learn a lesson...
Please dont give up, feel the void... And then after some time you will see that you made it...
Im a proof of it...
It works!
Why am I telling you this...
Because in the past months I have had sex more than 140 times, and I am telling you this because I kept the journal..
Because I am able to make love to my girlfriend twice in a night and that is perfect for me, and I am not saying that you will not have bad days... Cause we all do, even being recovered, you will have bad days as a normal person...
You need to know that you dont need to be all day with boners, that doesnt define your libido....
So just to conclude, I am so happy and wanted to share this with all of you my brothers, I made it....
There are some days that even thinking that is not going to work, even being anxious, it works I am able to have sex, and I say wowww it was definitely PMO...
NOW THE BIG NEWS!!
I AM GOING TO BE A DAD! MY GIRL IS PREGNANT AND WE ARE SO HAPPY...
AND we are still enjoying good sex this days, a couple of days ago we went to a motel and made love twice....
So guys, if you want some help, I am here for you guys.
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