I think the trigger for me to go into porn consumption is a random thought about a porn scene/ actress/ game, that makes me want to go look. That memory of liking it makes me want to switch from what I'm doing to go get that stimulus. Gotta be careful because it's hitting me today.
day 9. Not sure what to do differently. If i set up blockers i can get past them. If i tell myself I'm going to do it for sure this time I slip back in a moment of feeling weak.
I'm just going to keep chugging along for now.
Day 13. I’ve had sexual dreams for two nights in a row, after a long time without any. Don’t know if it’s placebo but I’m feeling a little more energetic and aggressive. Still the dead dick. Will update if I feel like it’s passing.