Reclaiming the present

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Dannybou

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I think the trigger for me to go into porn consumption is a random thought about a porn scene/ actress/ game, that makes me want to go look. That memory of liking it makes me want to switch from what I'm doing to go get that stimulus. Gotta be careful because it's hitting me today.
 
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Dannybou

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it's day 2. I had urges to watch porn today but went back and reread my journal. it helps me understand and remember that this porn cycle is something i want to get out of.
 
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Dannybou

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day 9. Not sure what to do differently. If i set up blockers i can get past them. If i tell myself I'm going to do it for sure this time I slip back in a moment of feeling weak.
I'm just going to keep chugging along for now.
 
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Dannybou said:
Day 12. I have dead dick. Doesn't feel great, but just gotta keep carrying on.
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It’s unnerving, but it will pass. it’s a phase of healing. Stay optimistic and try to get on with other things in your life.
 
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Dannybou

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Day 13. I’ve had sexual dreams for two nights in a row, after a long time without any. Don’t know if it’s placebo but I’m feeling a little more energetic and aggressive. Still the dead dick. Will update if I feel like it’s passing.
 
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Dannybou

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I’ve had 2-3 days of feeling overagressive and emotional, now I feel completely drained of energy and flat. Don’t know if this is normal.
 
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