Reclaiming the present

[Dannybou]

Thank you @FiveFortyFour and @lander. I will try again this time.

I realised I am relapsing because there is stress in my relationship, and that causes me to go into destructive behaviours instead of fixing the issues. I am also eating heavy junk food and smoking, which are my other vices. I need to reset and stop. I will use hard mode this time .

 

[Dannybou]

Day 1 done. Feels like I have dead dick, not too pleased about experiencing this again..

 

[Dannybou]

relapsed again. im really struggling right now.

 

[Dannybou]

my mind is all foggy and i feel like shit, gotta remember this feeling so i don't relapse again. I also sort of feel like this is cheating.

 

[Dannybou]

This is the last time I'm relapsing. Had two solid weeks before i relapsed. Never again. Day zero.

 

[Dannybou]

I'm trying again. I've had days where I watch porn just once. But it's ruining my erection quality and my confidence. I was most successful when i was posting here everyday. So I'm going back to it.

 

[Dannybou]

Relapsed. My porn consumption is affecting my relationship. Need to stop. No more excuses. Day 0.

 

[Dannybou]

Day 0.

 

[Dannybou]

Im on Day 2. Had sex yesterday (with a pill). Really strong urges today. gotta let them go.

 

[Dannybou]

Day 3. Still have intrusive thoughts tempting me to watch l, gotta let it go

 

[Dannybou]

Relapsed. I don't know why i can't resist these urges right now.

 

[Dannybou]

Day 1 again. No urges today.

 

[tay97]

I see that you struggle. I can recommend https://easypeasymethod.org/ It teaches you to understand the value of porn rather than to rely on your willpower. Because there will always be a moment of weakness with the willpower method in which you end up relapsing.

 

[Dannybou]

Day 2. Thanks @tay97, have checked out that book before but probably need a refresher.

 

[Dannybou]

Day 3 done.

 

[Dannybou]

Day 6 done.

 

[Dannybou]

I've had lots of ups and downs and porn consumption. I'm on Day 2 now.

 

[Dannybou]

Day 4, feel very flatlined

 

[Dannybou]

Day 5. I reread my posts from the beginning, and I feel more resolved and determined to get past this now. I'm going to go hard mode with this which will hopefully make recovery faster.

I have an amazing supportive girlfriend who knows that I've been dealing with this. I don't want her worrying or feeling insecure and unattractive just because I have dead dick due to porn consumption. No porn, no jerking off, and I'll have as much sex as possible and will fully heal.

I've got this.

 

[Blondie]

Nice job Danny Bou!