The way to my full recovey

[Docas32]

Hello guys, I'm Joao and I have a problem with porn. I discovered this problem when after a long time I had the chance to sleep with a super beautiful and sexy girl, but I still couldn't get up, that's when the alarm went on in my head and the desperation started. I already had experiences like this in which I could not have a good performance due to wanting to associate the real person with the people in the porn videos. But what were the causes? The causes were my constant search to give myself pleasure just using a video and my right hand, then my mind was molded in this type of activities that when it came to the real thing my brain did not face the same way. friends is not the worst thing that at the time I am unable to do the job, I am hoping that with the rebooting I will be able to return to the roots that with just a few stimuli I was ready for action.

 

[Docas32]

Yesterday 21st of May it was a good day, finally after a month without been able to jerk off without watching porn and only with me stimulating myself I was able to jerk off. That for me it's huge, the fact that I am able to turn on with just a few stimulus was great. It fill me with hope that the next time that I have sex won't be like it was in the past. I was worried about been able to jerk off without porn and I finally succeeded.

 

[Docas32]

Since my rebooting time I had a couple relapses on going back to MPO I felt the drive to go back and feel that amazing sensation by masturbating with porn, bat before that I felt like I was cured and I had a few sex but with no orgasm. Today I relapse again I hope I never do that again and I won't give up on my recovery.