I’m scared. Not afraid to admit it. I have been battling porn escalation, HOCD (possibly), and childhood sexual abuse. My comfort has always been PMO, but today is the day I quit. I need to end the confusion. Figure out who I really am, move on in my life if I must, but the only way I’ll get the answers I am truly seeking is if I give up pornography. I hope by abstaining from porn, my reboot will help me realize that childhood abuse and other factors have made my porn addiction escalate. If not, I’ll accept my sexuality and move on. I’m tired of feeling miserable. I would love some words of encouragement. Thanks!