I am going to end 14 years long hidden nightmare

Jeks

Well-Known Member
Hey puggler, i have a question,
are you always testing? So what i means is, do you always masturbate a little to see, if there is a reaction?

I am just asking, because, apart of you psyching yourself probably out, you gotta be careful. First it increases the chance of relapsing, which you probably know, but also its considered a form of edging, which might hinder your progress. Even if its just a few minutes a day, if you do it daily or just often, it adds up. I would recommend you to resist the temptation to test, so your hardmode is truly without any self-induced sexual arousal and your dopamine-receptors can properly heal. Also it just leads to unnecessary high sexual energy levels.

 
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Puggler

Active Member
Hello Jeks. Thanks for the recommendations, I dont masturbate I sometimes touch myself to see the progress. Today I touched myself and i had hardes bonner for past 15 years without pills. I think touching yourself doesnt ruin progress. But what you say ot has some kind of effect but not so bad effect
 

Puggler

Active Member
Day 63

Day statistics:

Morning wood: 70%
Exercise: 0
Sleep duration: 05:24
Libido: 3/10
Mood:above average

Today I touched myself while lying down and i got hardest boner for my past 15 years of life without ed pills. It lasted like 25 minutes while i kept touching. This process really works. Lets see what happens when i will have orgasm
 
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Puggler

Active Member
Day 64

Day statistics:

Morning wood: 50%
Exercise: 0
Sleep duration: 07:25
Libido: 2/10
Mood:average

Today I have bad day of PIED. But now even in my bad days my Penis is full and warm, this fact reduces depression.
 
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Day 23

Day statistics:

Morning wood: slight MW
Exercise: 0
Sleep duration: 09:18
Libido: 1.5/10
Mood: average

Hardmode definitelly helps getting your penis more sensitive. I feel its fuller and im less depressed but, i will be still depressed unless i will have successful sex with my gf. Its eating my brain. I need sex desperately, even if its with pills, i dont care. The point is i need to feel that Im on the right track to stay with my gf for life.
Does viagra dont work with PIED for you? have u had succesfull sex able to penetrate when u quit porn?
 

Puggler

Active Member
Viagra worked at thr beginning. Then it slowly stopped working. I think its because when you getting healed its stopps working. I dont know when it will start working again. I hope in 25 days it will
 

Puggler

Active Member
Day 65

Day statistics:

Morning wood: 0%
Exercise: 0
Sleep duration: 08:20
Libido: 2/10
Mood:average

Back to dead dick again. Coldness and shrinkage increased a bit but not same level as previous. The biggest improvement is that when i lay down in bed, no matter how zero libido i have when i touch myself i get hard as rock every single day. This is a big improvement for me!
 
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Puggler

Active Member
Day 66

Day statistics:

Morning wood: 70%
Exercise: 0
Sleep duration: 04:17
Libido: 3/10
Mood:average

I feel libido increasing. but feel a bit coldness down below
 

Puggler

Active Member
Day 67

Day statistics:

Morning wood: 0%
Exercise: 0
Sleep duration: 08:20
Libido: 0/10
Mood:average

Everything back to zero.
Dead, lifeless dick. Shrinkage increased a bit. A bit more coldness
 

zackergeet

Active Member
Day 23

Day statistics:

Morning wood: slight MW
Exercise: 0
Sleep duration: 09:18
Libido: 1.5/10
Mood: average

Hardmode definitelly helps getting your penis more sensitive. I feel its fuller and im less depressed but, i will be still depressed unless i will have successful sex with my gf. Its eating my brain. I need sex desperately, even if its with pills, i dont care. The point is i need to feel that Im on the right track to stay with my gf for life.
Stay strong Puggler, I know you can do it, lift weight and eat healthy so your body is ready when your brain is ready. We have to remember that our problem is in the mind not down there.
 
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