I am going to end 14 years long hidden nightmare

Puggler

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Day 521th of reboot
I swear im having the breakthrough. Im seeing the biggest improvement of all
* ed drugs started working really well. Before it 20-25 mg of tadalafil didnt do any shit, now 10 mg giving me boner even while im standing
* when i lie down and fantasize about my gf or blowjob, im feeling really satisfying emotions and im getting boner which is really hard and it lasts 2 times longer than before
* every time i had orgasm i would lose the morning wood for couple of months or weeks, now i had bj 2 days ago and im getting morning wood. That means i dont get too hard flatline after orgasm. This is an amazing sign.
* i get horny in 2 days after the orgasm. This is huge improvement, orgasm doesnt give me hard flatlines
* today i touched my dick, i swear i havent seen it so big, so full, so warm and so sensitive around half of my life.
* thinking about sex it doesnt give me headache anymore

Im getting cured!!!!!!!!!! I cant believe it!
 

Gabe Deem

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Day 521th of reboot
I swear im having the breakthrough. Im seeing the biggest improvement of all
* ed drugs started working really well. Before it 20-25 mg of tadalafil didnt do any shit, now 10 mg giving me boner even while im standing
* when i lie down and fantasize about my gf or blowjob, im feeling really satisfying emotions and im getting boner which is really hard and it lasts 2 times longer than before
* every time i had orgasm i would lose the morning wood for couple of months or weeks, now i had bj 2 days ago and im getting morning wood. That means i dont get too hard flatline after orgasm. This is an amazing sign.
* i get horny in 2 days after the orgasm. This is huge improvement, orgasm doesnt give me hard flatlines
* today i touched my dick, i swear i havent seen it so big, so full, so warm and so sensitive around half of my life.
* thinking about sex it doesnt give me headache anymore

Im getting cured!!!!!!!!!! I cant believe it!
So awesome to hear @Puggler! Keep truckin! 😎
 

Stiffy999

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Day 521th of reboot
I swear im having the breakthrough. Im seeing the biggest improvement of all
* ed drugs started working really well. Before it 20-25 mg of tadalafil didnt do any shit, now 10 mg giving me boner even while im standing
* when i lie down and fantasize about my gf or blowjob, im feeling really satisfying emotions and im getting boner which is really hard and it lasts 2 times longer than before
* every time i had orgasm i would lose the morning wood for couple of months or weeks, now i had bj 2 days ago and im getting morning wood. That means i dont get too hard flatline after orgasm. This is an amazing sign.
* i get horny in 2 days after the orgasm. This is huge improvement, orgasm doesnt give me hard flatlines
* today i touched my dick, i swear i havent seen it so big, so full, so warm and so sensitive around half of my life.
* thinking about sex it doesnt give me headache anymore

Im getting cured!!!!!!!!!! I cant believe it!
Happy for your accomplishments!
If you want to hear my opinion,I strongly suggest removing ED pills forever.You are healthy male without physical problems and pills only help in opposite cases from yours.ED pills don't do any shit for someone like you at all, it's actually your mind playing tricks on you.They only psychologically help you because they create an illusion in your mind that they are helpful and thus give you confidence, but physically don't do anything for you.You can easily see that this is 100% true since before 25mg weren't enough when you thought you were in flatline and deppresive and subconsciously thought that they won't help and now when you are hopeful and in good mood 10mg is enough.You would feel the same way even if you took 1mg or 0.001mg or none at all as long as there is confidence that you will stay hard.
 
Happy for your accomplishments!
If you want to hear my opinion,I strongly suggest removing ED pills forever.You are healthy male without physical problems and pills only help in opposite cases from yours.ED pills don't do any shit for someone like you at all, it's actually your mind playing tricks on you.They only psychologically help you because they create an illusion in your mind that they are helpful and thus give you confidence, but physically don't do anything for you.You can easily see that this is 100% true since before 25mg weren't enough when you thought you were in flatline and deppresive and subconsciously thought that they won't help and now when you are hopeful and in good mood 10mg is enough.You would feel the same way even if you took 1mg or 0.001mg or none at all as long as there is confidence that you will stay hard.
I agree with you but its hard to quit them specially if you are not in a serious relationship. If you are single and have casual sex you prob need it, well i do need it... first impression is so important some times... once u meet her, she is nice to you and you feel confident then, in my opinion, u are able to tell her the true and u can work togheter.
 

Puggler

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Omg Flatline kicked in hard again. -_- will i be like that every time? Through i want to say today was the first time firawhile that i was standing, fantasizing and i got mild boner. It feels like my libido recovers after everh sleep
 
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hey man please read my post. could save you years of struggling. honestly. please. i care about your well-being. you gotta check my thread.
 

Puggler

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I had erectiona and really good progress on new year days. I could kiss my gf and get erection while sitting, even standing i could get some certain level of erecrtion.
After that my libido gone and im back in flatline 9 days already after an orgasm.
 

Puggler

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I swear something good is happening in me. Im on the fourth streak of hard mode day 54th and past 3 days I get 80% hard full and long lasting erections even with fantasy. Girls are looking more attractive, even when I look at girls butt i dont have numb cold feeling, i feel like i want to hard bang their butts, even now i got mild erection writing this and thinking about banging the girls butt. This stuff really works. I was thinking about having flatline of 4-6 years but here i am on 20th month of reboot and only thing i can say is soon ill be cured. After 30-40 days i will try again to have sex. Im pretty sure now that ed pills will work, only thin im afraid of is premature ejaculation and refractory period. The way i am now havent felt like 15 years already. This is how im getting cured!
 

Puggler

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its been a fourth day I can Achieve really hard erection with fantasizing and some hand stimulation. today I felt a bit less sensitivity of erection to my fantasies and also a bit more pain during erections ( i have pied pain too) but shrinkage, coldness, pain end ED is fading away slowly.
I really think this may be the last stages of my recovery.
Im not sure i may be having sex systematically since next month but definitely I know 1-2 years will completely cure me and I will not need ED pills to have sex
16 years of nightmare is going to the end
 

Puggler

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in addition, one of the new thing what i have noticed is that after erection fades away, if i try to get new erection soon it still works.
this is one of the biggest indicator im getting cured, it has never happened before.
I guess all of these hard modes, depression, discipline and efforts are paying back slowly
 

Puggler

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when i try to have erections, the next day I dont feel my erection condition worsened so far in a row of 4 days. one orgasm may get me back to flatline again but the main thing is im getting cured with this reboots, so as long as the reboot works, im happy. lets see
 

Puggler

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I thought it was flatline but no. I can get erections really easily again. Even when in standing. Zero shrinkage and coldness. Penis feels full and alive. Maybe it was flatline for 1 day or smth, yeserday i had orgasms 2 times, i was expecting hard flatline but no, im realky good. I think I may be super close to cure, lets see
 

Puggler

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Finally, im seing major improvements.
* No more shrinkage and coldness even If I masturbate 2-3 times
* no more pain durinf erection
* no more flatlining hard aftee orgasm
* refractory period shortened extrenely from 1-2 months to 30-60 minutes
* when I get hard while touching I can get stand up and keep having 90% of erection
* morning wood is mostly consistent.
* no more super depressive feeling in head after orgasm
* sex feels much less addictive and I dont want to have sex every time

These improvements are consistent around 10 daya already.
If these many orgasms didnt take me back to flatline, I think nothing will except overmasturbating and watching porn which i will never do in my life again.
Day 614th of reboot. Finally in half cured!
 

Puggler

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I masturbated several times past days and i went back to flatline, but MW is persisting even after masturbating many times
 

Puggler

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After 21 months I went to a certain point of cure where past month I masturbated 1-2 times every day or two and didnt went to flatline.
even last 2 days I have masturbated 4- times or so, the current post orgasm effect is something like getting shrunk penis for 30 minutes or so and get back to normal state. it takes 1 day sometimes to get back on gear. I still cant get 100% hardness just with fantasy while standing but the libido is always with me and if I stimulate manually myself I get 80% erection while standing and 100% erection while sitting or lying.
this looks like a huge improvement in my past 15 years of PIED. it may take a year or two before finaly getting cured but im not depressed anymore.
Ill update you on...
 

Puggler

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its been 3 months masturbating daily or every two days. sometimes i masturbate 2 times and my libido never goes away. my dick is farm and full even after 2 times of orgasming. my friend who defeated PIED for 6 years telling me he used to feel like that when he was about to get cured.
lets see!
 

arcana

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its been 3 months masturbating daily or every two days. sometimes i masturbate 2 times and my libido never goes away. my dick is farm and full even after 2 times of orgasming. my friend who defeated PIED for 6 years telling me he used to feel like that when he was about to get cured.
lets see!
Sorry for the bad English) tell me, did you have wet dreams on hard mode and drawdown after them?
I have already had 2 years of recovery and the emissions still torment me.
 
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