Escape you are absolutely right.That's right, this is a big problem for me. Anytime I leave my house, I come back ready to relapse. We can't really eliminate those, maybe only if we could go out there and change the world. I blame social media for a lot of this. Social media made those type of pictures not be seen as softcore porn in disguise, now the "threshold" is higher, now people don't consider those things "indecent". The boundaries have been crossed. Stuff like that was for Playboy magazines and stuff like that. I mean, seriously, I don't want to bring triggers here by detailing what pictures I've seen on Facebook. On fuckin Facebook. Anyway, like I said, we can't eliminate them we can only manage how we react to them. We need a strategy to deal with the urges and looking away when we see something. I don't know what else to do.
I relapsed past 2 days to.......guess what.......Instagram!
Not even porn!
But what we do know is that we have to conquer ourselves. We have to conquer our addictions. Fact is, sources of addiction have existed, and will continue to exist, for as long as human beings are around. We can't change that.